4:15 a.m. - 2004-12-16
brandy, rain, and superficial back stabbers
brandy + superplayground + rain + GOOD FRIENDS (not superficial backstabbing obsessive fair weathered ones) = LOVE
Gregtopia!!! YAY SWINGS!!!
Joestuff & Sid Vicious!!!!!
Kelly Horror!!!! (me)
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SPEAKING of superficial back stabbers, I found this golden nugget of love today.... (I've removed all names other than mine because I'm feeling generous.)
"I miss "Kelly's X" so much. "Kelly's X" was the first man I ever
loved. It makes me cringe to know that he was ever
with Kelly, because she is naive and boasts about her
breasts and partying hard. Him and I were so much of
the same person.. and sometimes I wish we were still
on the beach, and he was kissing my neck and holding
my hand - and I was as beautiful on the outside as his
mind was.... before his dog died, he had his car
accident, and he dated Kelly. We would be playing golf
right now, or I would be playing Scrabble with his
mother."
HOLY CRAP! I had no idea that dating ME was as bad as getting in a car accident, or having your dog DIE!!!!
SEEK THERAPY!!!
Ok, I'm sure all of that made NO sense to you guys so let me fill you in....
There is this girl, and she met my EX in the woods on a camping trip something like THREE YEARS AGO WHEN SHE WAS LIKE 14 and fell in "love" with him. She only knew him in real life for THREE DAYS!
I'm not trying to get into HIS business and put words into his mouth, but what I got from the 6 short months that we were together was that SHE was more of a stalker than a friend to him....
I talked to her online a few times and we got along well at first, but I stopped talking to her after my ex left his cell phone in my car and I found text messages (from her) talking about wanting phone sex.
After we stopped talking, she started sending her Internet friends to my diary to leave me hate mail.... because I'M the one who deserves hate mail.... apparently because I "boasts about my breasts" and "party hard" (translation: I have self confidence and friends outside of the Internet (two things that she doesn't have))
I don't need this kind of negativity in my life.
Ali,
"P" and I broke up almost a year ago now. We had good times together, and I am thankful for that. But some things just weren't meant to last. I was never in it to hurt you (a girl that I didn't have any idea even existed before he asked me to talk to you for him) but lets be honest, you had something against me from the very beginning. I don't care enough about you to hate you. I don't even care about you enough to "pull a Ali" and send all of my Internet friends to leave you mean little messages in your journals. IN FACT, I would rather just have NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! So just do me this one last favor and pretend like we had never met. UN-bookmark me and my mothers journals, take me off your AIM and Yahoo lists.... just do whatever you need to do to stop being such a psycho. And please do it gracefully, save whatever self respect you have left.
I don't need people like you in my life.
period.
Thank you, and have a good life.
- Kelly
